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Must Read: Fed Up! A Relatable Memoir by Carol Henderson
Fed Up chronicles the daily trials and tribulations of a young African American woman as she navigates the ins-and-outs of working for the United States Federal Government. Carol’s journey begins when she decides to the join the Air Force at the ripe young age of twenty-three. Three excruciating years later, she realizes the military wasn’t her cup of tea and decides to become a civil servant. Over the course of twelve years, Carol works for three federal agencies in several states. Her countless encounters with controlling, tomfoolery, and downright manipulative people turn her once perfect dream of rising to the top of her game as a federal employee to a recurring nightmare. When her frustrations reach a fever pitch, she finally decides enough is enough.
“Ok ladies. The best piece of advice I can give you is get out there and get involved. Don’t ever let a man tell you that a woman can’t do something. If they do, that’s when you prove him wrong by doing it. It’ll be like a kick in the nuts when he sees you excel.” Ok. She’s a bit of a feminist. Colonel Nolan continued to tell us how, as women, we need to strive for perfection and not to get bogged down by a society that’s controlled by men. This is too much for me! I just want to come to work and get paid.
Thirty minutes later, she finally changed the subject. “I have a really important event happening this weekend that I would love for both of you to participate in,” Colonel Nolan sounded like she was going to explode. Umm, I don’t know about this. My weekends are mine.
“Sure what is it?” Althea asked with a little too much enthusiasm.
“One of my many passions is participating in Civil War re-enactments. I have an authentic Confederate soldier uniform I purchased off eBay a few years back that fits me amazingly. I would need the two of you to help with the setup of the field.” Did she really just say she does Civil War reenactments as a Confederate soldier and wants two black women to participate in this mess? You’ve got to be kidding me?
“That sounds like fun. Count me in.” Althea exclaimed. Girl, you’re taking brown-nosing to a whole other level right now.
“I won’t be able to attend. I have plans this weekend,” I quickly said.
“I do them twice a year. Next time you can participate, Carol.” Ummm, that’s not a no, but a hell no. Guess what, Colonel Nolan? THE SOUTH LOST! How many times do you need to reenact that?
“What time do you need me there?” Althea asked.
“Well, I’m going to set up mid-morning on Friday. Come to my office around ten-thirty in some clothes you don’t mind getting dirty.” She’s doing this mess during duty hours? Rank does have its privileges.
They continued talking for a few more minutes before Althea said she needed to get back to her office.
“Nice meeting you, Carol,” she said as left the office.
“Ditto.”
“Carol, I would like to discuss what your duties are going to be. As a new lab officer, you should be familiar with what everyone does in the lab. With that being said I would like for you to do a rotation through each section of the lab.”
“Ok. I worked as a generalist in a small regional hospital before joining the military for about six months.”
“Ok. That’s good. It shouldn’t take you long to get through the sections.” Is she expecting me to run patient samples? No way, officers don’t do that. They shuffle papers all day.
C.P. Henderson graduated from Angelo State University with a Bachelor’s degree in Medical Technology. While on active duty, in the United States Air Force, she earned a Master’s in Forensic Science. She was inspired to write Fed Up! after years of working with characters even Hollywood couldn’t dream up. C.P. and her husband currently reside in Austin, Texas, with their charismatic Cavachon, Steve.
1. What made me decide to sit down and actually write a book?
I had just quit the third job I’d had in two years. I couldn’t help but think there was a reason I’d encountered so many ‘interesting’ people in my career. While enjoying my new free time, shows like The Office and Parks and Recreation also contributed to my desire to write about my life. I saw the characters on those shows and thought I’ve worked with and for people way more ‘colourful‘ or unbelievable than them. I also felt like it would be therapeutic to sit down and write about my experiences.
2. How long did it take to write the Fed Up!?
I wrote the book backward, meaning I wrote the last chapter first. All of the characters’ personalities and emotions were still fresh and very raw. I was able to write the last chapter of the book in about a week and a half. So much emotion poured out of me as I typed away I could feel my anxiety creep up when certain memories were relived. So much so, I decided to take a few weeks off and let my emotions settle down. Once I got past the feelings of hurt and anger I was able to complete the first draft of the book in six weeks.
3. What do you owe the real people upon whom you base your characters?
A round of drinks. Just kidding. Most of the characters in my book I hope to never encounter again, but if I were to run into them, I’d thank them. Thank them for giving me the stories to tell others and make people laugh. Also, for helping me develop a tough skin. As I was working with these people I couldn’t believe some of the things that were said and done to be me on a daily basis, but when I look back I can’t help but laugh.
4. How many unpublished and half-finished books do you have?
Whenever I get an idea of interest I start writing. I have about four or five short story/novels in the works ranging from modern Biblically based short stories to romance fiction (experiences taken from my own life, yet fiction).
5. How did publishing your first book change your process of writing?
Being a self-published author has given me a new appreciation for the entire writing process. Writers who are blessed to have agents and marketing teams really only have to concentrate on the writing itself. Self-publishing authors have to be and do everything for themselves. It took a lot of guts to put my story out there, to begin with, but having to talk and pretty much ‘brag’ about writing a novel was very overwhelming but rewarding. When I saw how people react to my work it motivated me to put myself out there even more.
6. Where do your ideas come from?
Most, if not all of, my ideas come from my life experiences. When I wrote my second novel, Illusion A Love Story, I took bits and pieces of things I’d experienced in previous romantic relationships and tied them together in a fictional story.
7. What is the hardest thing about writing?
Staying focused. I have to set weekly goals for myself in order to stay on track. It’s easy to get sidetracked when you don’t have anyone breathing down your neck to meet a deadline.
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‘Sugar’ Actor Brian Gilleece Talks Colin Farrell, the Season 2 Finale and His Next Chapter
Brian Gilleece is continuing to make his mark across some of television’s most recognisable productions, most recently appearing in a recurring role as Iain in Season 2 of Apple TV’s acclaimed neo-noir drama ‘Sugar’ alongside Colin Farrell and Laura Donnelly. The actor and filmmaker has already built an impressive résumé spanning major networks and streaming platforms, with credits including HBO’s ‘Westworld’, CBS’ ‘Matlock’ opposite Kathy Bates, FX’s ‘Mayans M.C.’, Netflix’s ‘Hollywood’ and the feature film ‘Echo Base’.
Throughout his career, Gilleece has had the opportunity to work alongside an array of celebrated performers including Colin Farrell, Kathy Bates, Aaron Paul, Evan Rachel Wood, Dylan McDermott, Darren Criss and Jim Parsons, while also collaborating with leading filmmakers and creatives across film, television and advertising. Earlier in his career, he worked closely with director Derek Cianfrance while stunt and fitness doubling PGA Tour star Rory McIlroy for Nike’s award-winning ‘Enjoy the Chase’ campaign.
Following the recent Season 2 finale of ‘Sugar’, Gilleece reflects on watching Farrell work at close range, an unexpected connection between Farrell and Kathy Bates, the impact of the show’s original storytelling and what he learned from the experience. He also discusses his passion for hockey, an unscripted project he is currently developing, the type of television role he would love to take on next and the reality of returning to auditions after every major job.
Brian, can you tell us a little about your experience working on Season 2 of Apple TV’s ‘Sugar’?
It was incredible. Also, I’m certainly working my way through Ireland’s finest here, having worked with Rory McIlroy a few times on the commercial side of things and now Colin and Laura. It’s pretty surreal. Obviously, growing up watching these actors who are in some of my favorite films and TV shows, and then getting to watch them play up close is the best “acting class” anyone can have. I honestly am so grateful. There are fewer and fewer opportunities to work on original material that is specifically created for the screen first.
“And the fact that this series not only shot here in LA, but it’s a neo-noir and pays direct homage to the incredible films and filmmakers of that era, is really a dream gig.”
What did you take away from working with Colin Farrell, and do you have a fun story from the set?
My goal is to always leave each job having learned something new about the craft, and this certainly planted some seeds for me in terms of things I’d like to improve in my own performances. To see something like his transformation in ‘The Penguin’, and then to be on set with him embodying a character that is just as distinct and fully formed, is a privilege. I auditioned for the role on ‘Matlock’ opposite Kathy Bates in between episodes of ‘Sugar’. I got the call from my agent and manager while I was on set for ‘Sugar’, and Colin saw my face when I was on the phone and asked what had happened. So I said, “I’m going to do this ‘Matlock’ episode with Kathy,” and he just instantly said, “Oh, I love Kathy, that’s amazing. We worked on a movie together 20 years ago. She’s the best. Please tell her I said hello.” Which definitely helped with my nerves getting to meet her for the first time at the table read later that week. After the read for ‘Matlock’, I went over to Kathy for the first time and said, “I hear you worked with Colin Farrell. I’m actually shooting ‘Sugar’ this week as well.” Kathy instantly said, “Oh, I love Colin. I worked with him on a film 20 years ago! He’s such a sweetheart. Tell him I said hello.” So yeah, it felt pretty cool to be playing telephone for two of my acting heroes.

How did you feel about the finale of the series, and what has the audience response been like?
I just remember being there to shoot that final scene and trying to piece together what was going on and how it would get constructed. But of course, that final sequence in the mansion came out even cooler than it felt on the day to shoot. But that’s sort of par for the course with the show, and that’s sort of why Sam is Sam. He’s so good at what he does, elevating what’s on the page. Also, I have to say — without too much of a spoiler — Laura’s moment at the end there is just another lesson in great acting and not telegraphing anything about your next move. I have rewatched it a couple of times. I know the show as a whole has been very well received.
“I don’t know if folks are quite as shocked as last season’s ending, but I also think some of the themes in this season are exactly why we need more original storytelling.”
Which other projects are you currently working on?
As most people know, I’m a HUGE hockey fan. I still skate 3–4 times a week and absolutely love the game. Recently, there has been such growth in the popularity of the sport itself and also in seeing it on screen. Even having it be the sport that the main character in ‘Inside Out 2’ played was so fun for me to see, knowing how much the sport has grown — especially for women too. I’m developing an unscripted show set in that arena, which I am super excited about. I don’t want to give too much away, but it builds on a concept that a buddy and I explored during the pandemic and really amplifies it in a new way.
What’s a dream role you would love to play?
Honestly, that’s a really challenging question because you don’t know what you don’t know. There could be some fantastic writer out there right now sketching up a character that ends up being perfect for me that I would never have thought about. But if you’re asking in terms of what type of job, I’ve always said it: I think a regular on a network soap is one of the best jobs in Hollywood. Just the frequency — getting to play a character day in and day out, 3–4 days a week consistently? Sign me up! Also, I have a knack for absorbing a lot of material quickly, so frankly, it looks like a lot of fun. So ‘GH’, ‘Days’, ‘Y&R’, I’m here if ya need me. If we’re talking film, anything Tom Cruise is doing looks like a ball to be involved in, and I really loved ‘The Rip’ too. That high-octane storytelling that people like Joe Carnahan, Joseph Kosinski, Gina Prince-Bythewood and David Leitch are carrying the torch for are the kinds of stories that made me want to be an actor in the first place. I mean, who doesn’t watch ‘Con Air’ or ‘Speed’ when it just happens to be on in your hotel room?

What should audiences look out for from you next?
I’m back to auditioning, and as a working actor, that’s the gig. I remember seeing Kevin Bacon talk about that years ago, that after every job you’re now an “out-of-work actor.” It was really crystallizing to hear from someone like him, and a great reminder that getting the next gig is always going to be part of the career. It really helped with my mindset. And this is the part the audience doesn’t see, right? Getting in front of new people who don’t know your work yet, reintroducing yourself to those who do. Finding producers, directors and casting professionals telling the stories you also want to tell, and then showing them what you bring to the table and believing there will eventually be a crossover between what you do well and what they are looking for at any particular time.
Featured photo credit Carina Conti
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